To Wonder – A Poem
Darkness falls upon my day and the sky turns from blue to a light gray.
The sun it sets and rests for the night as mind begins this lonely fight.
I talk to no one to hear but myself and the walls, as my voice carries through the empty halls.
I tuck myself in to my big empty bed and watch the darkness begin to fill my head.
Visions of what I want and desire and just out of reach like a low dying fire.
I feel the night close in on my world and as I replay my life and it is unfurled.
I look inside my heart that is filled with love and wonder who will be the one to share that part of.
My body aches for the tender touch of a man and to feel their body, their lips, their hand.
I wait and wonder as my body burns for this passion to be filled with their compassion.
The need grows everyday as I wait and I lie in bed and think not of my fate.
My soul is full, my heart ready to burst and I write of the heat, the craving and the thirst.
I close my eyes to set the dream to start and to help ease and fill my lonely heart.